I have no real reason why I stopped. I wasn't too busy to blog, too lazy perhaps. I lost motivation. All the energy I used to put into blogging I put into derby - skating, watching, reading, learning. I thought the month long break between rec league rotations would get me blogging again but it didn't, we go back next week and I'm only just blogging now.
I've been bad, ignoring every PR email and not logging onto blogger at all. To all I ignored I apologise. When it came to blogging I wanted to forget about it all, forget that it ever existed. I was sad, angry and tired that I didn't want to blog anymore. After putting so much into blogging and then to wake up one day and not blog was a shock. A sad shock.
I love the community I have from blogging. The memories I've captured, friends I've met and opportunities I've been given are priceless and I'm so grateful for them.
This morning I woke up wanting to blog. I may not find my rhythm for a while yet and may not be consistent but I feel I want to try. It won't be forced.
I think I'm finding my voice again. I like it.
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